the place i want to be..

today..
every touch..
every kiss and hug..
its like a gift...

i should have known..
i'll never resist you..
thats why i dont think we
should still be in touch..
and today..
we'd make mistake..
but it feels so right..
to be by your side..
and when you hold me..
i feel like i belong..

and it breaks my heart..
that i might not have the chance
to be where i am
at the moment..
that would be in your warm
arms..
i dont want to leave..
i wish you can hold me longer..
and in my mind..
this is the place that i
want to be...

maybe god.. didnt leads you
to me now...
but god leads me to you..
its like god send you to me..
to see the other side of life..
and you deliver it well...
but i wasnt not the one for you..

and it is unfair..
and why..
i cant carry on like this..
its not only you..
i, myself cant stand seeing you..
without talking to you..
and the more you want to hold me..
the more i want to be hold by you..
and i know..
i never need anyone..
like i need you..

i miss you holding me..