dedication to the sunshine

im lying helpless.. missing you every moment.. wondering what you are doing.. have you eaten? how are you..? im weak every each day... i nee...

never was i trapped you... never was i meant to go this way... to be honest.. i do crazy about you and never was i have grudge on you no mat...

i've been taking along break from writing... to be honest.. i have alot to write all these while.. but im not sure if i still remember t...

i feel it so deep in me... and i cant feel you.. you're gone now... i dont know how... and when...? but one thing for sure you're no...

i never stop writing about how i feel... but will you ever understand.. and i wish i can force you just to be with me.. i feel as if im dyin...

i love you too much, and i cant explain.. and i made this blog as a dedication to you.. to show you that i love you... to prove to you that ...

Sunshine.. =) im not sure what to say, other than thank you... you are a dream come true... and im glad that i spend my birthday with you.. ...