if its love.. we are really meant for each other..

sayang..
i love you..
and you know it...
i want you so badly..
but it will never work out..
because those thoughts in your head..
will never let it be "us"
if you really do love me..
this wont happen..

i wont let you suffer..
i wont let those thoughts bothering you..
i wont be a part of your life..
i just want you to be happy..
and i cant make you happy..
im useless..
why should i stay..?
i cant do anything right for you..

be free sunshine..
love.. laugh..
go and shine someone's life..
you'll brighten people's life..
you'll be so special..
and i'll be watching you shine..
and i'll be happy.. if you are..
dont get hurt my love..
you're lovable..

im leaving..
dont look for me..
i want you to be happy..
be free.. fly.. as high as you wish..
dont stop till you reach what you really want..
dont remember me as me..
please.. just think that im one of your dream..
i never exist..
go and dont come back..
the world is big enough for you to discover
my love..
you'll find someone so special...
and i wish she'll love you more than i do..
i really want the best thing to happen to you..
if you still stuck with me..
you'll never find your miracle..
you'll never find the best thing that
could ever happen to you..

love,
i wish you good luck in life..
i wish you happiness..
i wish you love..
be happy please..
you're free now sunshine..
go and shine.. dont bother to think about
what's goin to happen to me..
i'll be fine..
i love you..
and i will always do..

atleast im doing something right
for you now...

keep reading this blog..
i'll never stop writing about
SUNSHINE..
i promise..

lastly.
i love you

p/s: this blog shall continue.....