to sunshine.. and wherever you might be...

i've been taking along break from writing...
to be honest.. i have alot to write all these while..
but im not sure if i still remember those words that came out from
my mind...
first thing i want want you to know how much i miss you...
i really miss you sunshine... but you're not here with me anymore...
maybe i can still see the person who used to be you..
and he's still around.. but i cant feel my sunshine anymore.. =(
i feel like dying... i miss you...
i wanna see you.. i wanna talk to you..
i wanna hold you.. i wanna touch you...
i need you here my sunshine...
he's not you anymore..
its like he got possesed by some kind of demon or creature..
i dont know him anymore...

i know you my sunshine...
and im sure that you're not around anymore.. and for some reason...
i wish i could see you again...
i wanna touch you again...
he doesnt taste the same..
like you do...
he's not you....
and no matter where you are right now..
i just want you to know that i love you...
and that one thing.. will never change....
i miss you.. i really do...
he doesnt talk the way you do..
his touch doesnt feel as warm as yours...
i can feel that you're gone....
i dont want him.. i want you...
he maybe has your look.. but he doesnt have a heart of sunshine...
i wish you'll be back...
because there's nothing special about him...
you are special.. because you are my sunshine..
the one who used to bring the light to my life...

i wanna share alot of thing with you..
i couldnt share with anyone else...
not even him....
he has your face and body..
but he could never have your heart and soul...
i know... what i am feeling,....
im not wrong....
and this dedication.. will still be going on...
because i believe that you'll hear me someday.. and
you're gonna return my call...
i really miss spending time with you...
sharing thoughts...
you're the light...
and im in the dark now...
i need you...
in my prayer.. i wish you'll be back my sunshine..
no matter in any kind of form....
i just need to feel you...
sunshine.. you're gone....
but i still love you...
please come back.. even in my dream...
because i miss you so much....

and yeahh..
i have love in me..
its growing while you're away...
something tells me to keep it...
because i believe this is what we share...
since you left... this is the one thing that left for me...
and i will always remember that this is love...
i need you.. your soul..
sunshine will always be my love...

p/s: i will never love anyone else but you...
and im still waiting for you to come back...
i miss sunshine.. and not faiz..