to what we have become...

im not sure.. if you will ever gonna read this blog or maybe not..

but i wish someday you will..

im not gonna tell you that i love you or how much i miss you...

im writing this.. because i cant sleep..

and yea.. you're in my head..

when i close my eyes.. i'll be imagining your face

i cant sleep.. my head filled with the thoughts of you

im not gonna call you anymore..

im not gonna chase you anymore..

because, i cant force you to love,

and im sorry

that i force the situation...

once you dont want me anymore..

thats mean.. i will never get the chance to be in your life..

i wont be a part of you..

you dont need me like before..

as i became less important..

i know where i should stand..

and now..

this is what we have become..

"stranger"

and you need to know this...

that im really hurt..

that i could not think of anything else that might hurt..

you cut me real deep..

this scar will stay..

and i will remember that..

you left me..

and you dont love me...

and i will always remember that..

you never really want me in your life..

that im just a mistake..

that happened to you..

will always remember that..

it was never love that you felt for me..

and im definately remember..

that you're better of without me..

and i'm walking away with this broken heart that you left..

walking away with this pain in me

walking away.. out of your life..

as a mistake...

and i wish you'll be happy..

and your life is now clean..

without someone like me...

you dont have to be ashamed

and you can always deny that you ever love me..

or you can pretend that you never knew me..

im saying these.. because i care..

i want the best for you...

even im actualy breaking my heart into pieces..

while writing this...

as time goes by..

there will be no memory of me left

in your mind...

loving was never easy..

but letting go its killing me...

sunshine..

you used to shine so bright..

and now i have watch you fade in time..

love,

your mistake in life..