this is how i found the light that shows me the way in life

too stupid i was.. too eager to know..
i wont mind anything that will happen in the future..
so careless.. somehow.. i guess i just dont love myself..
a mistake i am doing..
all this while..
and i never knew.. i'll regret it
till i found the brightest star..
in the universe..
i cant almost see it shinning so bright..
"sunshine"
that's what i call it..

i was blinded by the world..
and this is what happened..

i hate this person..
i dont like his attitude..
so not my type..
so dumb.. i went out with him a few time..
i was laughing about him..
because i never knew..
he's something..
should i call him wonderful?
should i call him special..?
neither..!!
he's more than a word can describe..
he is the light.. the love..
i could never find in any men in this planet earth..
he's so beautiful...
"sunshine"