i cant rest my mind from thinking of you..

the more i try not to think of you..
the more i actually think of you..
i cant close my eyes without
seeing the images of you...
i hate to say this..
but i miss you even more..

loving you this way..
its the only way i have..
there's no other choice..
i cant sleep well...
i even dream of you in my sleep..
you're everywhere..

i wish...
when i close my eyes..
you wont be there..
and when i open my eyes..
you'll be right infront of me...
cause.. its hurting me to see u in every sleep..
but when i wake up..
and you're not here with me..
it makes me sad and i'll cry everytime
i wake up from that dream of you..

to be honest..
i still..
want to hold you close..
i want to kiss your smile..
i want to touch you hair..
i want you to hug me..
it's heaven to me..