falling apart?? please love dont let it happen.. i need your help.. lets work things out

..........it's hard for me as it's for you..............
but please understand.. why are we still here..
it is because we share something.. so precious.. so special..
it is love.. you cant let it go...

it's me..
i know how hard it is for you to deal
with all the mistakes... i've done
and you have know idea.. how hard i have to fight
for myself..
just to prove that wasn't the real me..
give a chance.. to show you
how true i am..
to myself..
to this love...

this part right here..
i cant say anything much...
i dont have excuses...
im just me now..
i used to be so good in words..
but im not using it now..
it's not that i let you to judge me..
but please believe in me..
believe in this love i have for only you..

i only need you..
the reason
the light..
the love...
you'll always be my "sunshine"

i'm sorry that i love you too much..
i cant go back..
im stuck..
no one can tell me what to do...
no even you..

i love you..
again and over again..
it never stop..
i fall for you each day..
are we falling apart..?
i dont want to be ready to leave you..
or to be leave by you..
all i want to do is.. be ready to spend
the rest of my life with you..
it is too much to ask..
but.. im just telling you how i feel..

loving you..
it's not a job that i can easily quit..
it's not a letter or picture..
that can be burn..
it's a melody....
stuck inside my head..
and even if someday.. i might forget..
but when i hear the same old melody..
i'll think of you..

your love.. i cant really describe..
so hard to let go...
im insane..
trying to write it..


p/s; this blog shall continue...