you're gone

i feel it so deep in me...
and i cant feel you..
you're gone now...
i dont know how...
and when...?
but one thing for sure
you're not the one i used to know...
why do you have to change..
and throw it all away...
have you ever feel this?
the feeling of losing someone...

im in the dark
as my sunshine went away..
and im telling that this is the worst feeling i
have ever felt..
how can you act like there's nothing..
when what we ever shared is everything to me...
and i cant change it anymore...
im sick!!!!
i hate you....
you threw it all away..
you searching for the best...?
im telling you...
that i'll be the only person in this world who can love you the best..
beside your mum....
im so mad at you...
why.. do we have to love in the first place if..
we know.. we wont appreciate it in the end..
this is love we're dealing with...
its important.. darn important..
you dont take it as a game...
this heart that speaks...
it is crying now....
and now...
you cant see...
and i dont want you to realize it when it is too late...

i hate wasting my life with someone else..
and i want it to be you!!!!

what i see in you now:
you have no heart..
you dont care how i might feel..
you dont love me anymore..
you're not the person i used to know..
you've change...