i never stop writing about how i feel...
but will you ever understand.. and i wish i can force you just to be with me..
i feel as if im dying when you're not around...
how can i make you understand...
i cant live without you.. and i really need you to love me...
love me like you used to...
there's nothing i want more than you..
and im ready to give up on everything for you...
i love you...
and this pain wont ever stop.. till im in your arms again...

its like i have this sickness of my own.. if your not around..
so damn weak.. i dont want to move..
only death will stop me...
i cant write things that i dont mean..
but here my sincerity of love..
never been given to one but you...
it must be easy for you.. just to live your life..
i know.. i used to live my life that way...
because i know.. life goes on..
and there will always something new coming your way...
but i know for me.. your the best thing that ever happened..
and if i let you go... and give up loving.. i wont find another..
i dont want to missed the a moment with you...
i cant carry on without you....

please dont change.. because i cant change anymore...
please realize that this wont happen for the second time...
dont wasted... i wanna live with you...
you'ere different now...
and i feel that you're gone....
i want my sunshine back....
please bring my sunshine back...
i want you like before...
please love.....
there's nothing i could say.. or do.. to have you back...
as my sunshine...
but i'll die trying!!!
because one thing for sure...
this is love im feeling....
please remember the love we used to share...

they can call me crazy..
yes i am... im crazy loving you...
and im dying without you....
i am.. i cant do anything right...
i want you...
i guess you wont feel a thing
when you read this blog...
because.. the feeling has fade...
is it?
and it kills me knowing that you dont love that much..
that you're moving on..
and you can always live without me...
i cant judge whats fair.. and unfair anymore...
but i need you.. to need me....
i wanna be the important person in your life...
i wanna be there for you..
i dont wanna be replaced..
i dont.. i dont want you to love someone new...
i want you to love me...
why do you have to change?
i hate the feeling of losing your love...
i wish i die.. instantly....
when you dont love me anymore...
all i care about.. is you...
your love is everything i ever wanted...
trust my feeling...

i wish you'll love me....
and realize that love conquers all..
dont leave me...
dont go away...