dear sunshine..

hello there smiley face,
i miss you.. i really do..
im not sure what to write today..
i have alot of thoughts about you...
all these while..
im trying my best not to write it down..
all these wonderful thoughts of you...
....and now i dont know what to write...
i only have these questions..
linger in my head...
have i lost something..?
have i lost my sunshine..
is he the same person i used to love..
does he still have the same feeling for me..
like before...

and yes.. we cant be together..
i dont want to argue...
i just miss "us"
sunshine..sunshine..sunshine..
where are you now..
sometimes.. even when you're near..
its like you're far from me...
and i dont know what's my point..
i wont ask for more..
i just want to go with the flow...
i cant demand...
what you give...
thats what i take...
and still.. you can have all of me...
without askin..
im always yours...
thats what i believe...

you used to be..
the sunshine.. after the rain...
and now..
will you keep me warm..?
will you always be by my side?
my hope.. my wish..
they wont help..
useless.. nothing can help me to get my sunshine back..
and... now, im not going to do anything..
im giving in..

i will always love you
sunshine=)