Can You Imagine Me Now..?

my every night.. fills with tears.. and pain..
i cant sleep well.. my head cant stop thinking of you
and i am trying not to...
im suffering either way..
to keep in touch or not being in touch at all..
there's no different now...
and im not blaming you now...
and i dont know what to blame..
or maybe its just me...

i spend my time filling this blog with my broken feelings..
and listen to all the songs..
and i fill my time with tears.. rolling down my face..
can you imagine me now..
and at this point..
where are you...?
what are doing...?
can you see the different now...

you used to be so wonderful..
you put a thousand happy thoughts in my mind..
you used to light up my face..
where have all of that gone?
i can use them now...
but you're different now...
have i lost sunshine...?

can you imagine my pain now?
and these tears.. wont stop falling..
and i guess.. you're having fun out there..
without imagining me..
i wish i could do the same...
but we're different...

have you ever think..
what i might be doing at the time like this?
and ofcourse..
i wasnt having joyful time...
i cant seem to move on...
when will i stop?
i want to forget about you..
i wanna move on..
and it kills me to try...

can you really imagine you in my position
right now?
i really need you..
right now...
i just wannna stay in your arms...
and cry my heart out...
but you're not here...