i wish i can forget about you...=(

im awaken from my sleep..
again... you will always be the first
thing on my mind..
and again..
i wish this never happen..
i need you...
its hard...
being like this..
i dont want at all..
to forget about you..
i hate to try..
all i want to do is..
to love you with all my heart..
how i wish,
you would feel the same right now..
wanting to be with me so badly..
cause i really am..
im suffering not being with you...
i dont want to say all of this..
cause i really want you
to be happy..
im letting you
to be free..
god.. im praying
for this pain to go away..
i really want to be happy
again...
i want to love...
i want to live...
but its killing me now...
and i wish its worth it..

good morning sunshine..
i dont know what to wish you..
i miss you so very much..
i remember the morning we went
to gaya street...
i dont know why..
i kinda remembering everything
we've done together..
to be honest..
i wish i could turn back time..
and make it all
so perfect..
so you and can be
so happy together...

i miss you..
like this feeling inside..
is too much
and cant carry it all alone..
i miss you and loving you..
and got carried away..
i need you...
why this is happening??
what went wrong with
love...
sometimes,
i wish i could just tell you..
that i want you back..
but that would be selfish..
that would be cruel...

want this to end..
i hate doing this to you..
i never stop crying..
i cant stop..
this is hard..
i thought it would
be easy this way..
help me..
chase all this loneliness
away from me..

im trying my best...
not to let you down this time
i really want this for you..
im doing this..
cause i want to show you..
that i love you..
thats why i left..
but i still need you..
i want to hold you like before..
i hate this feeling..
i really do..
its like want you back...
and its possible.

im missing you like crazy
=(